Sunday, June 25, 2006

Amazing

I'm am so overwhelmed with all the kind words, thoughts and prayers. Thank you, thank you, thank you for the amazing support. Hearing others say such positive things only makes me that much stronger and more confident that I AM GOING TO BEAT THIS.

This weekend was spent in Savannah for testing- an octreoscan- kind of like a bone scan but of my insides. I had do a scan at 4 hours after the injection of the dye, 24 hours after and then again today for 48 hours. We spent the night on Friday but then had to drive back today. I might have to go back tomorrow for the 72 hour scan but am waiting for the Radiologist to read them first. He is supposed to call before 10 tomorrow morning to let us know. I really hope I don't- It's a hour and 15 minute drive there and it wears me out. I also have an appointment with the gastro doc tomorrow to schedule more testing.

We did get good news on Friday that I have an appointment with the specialist at Duke for July 3rd. I'm anxious to see him as he will devise a treatment plan along with his medical staff and my oncologist here. I might have to stay up there for awhile- it's 5 1/2 hours away from home.

I'm starting to get achy again. My legs and hips hurt the most. This has definitely made it sink in more. I really am sick. I really am going to have to go to the doctors everyday for awhile. But spiritually, I'm doing okay.

Thank you again for all your thoughts and prayers. I can feel the love! :)

36 comments:

Christina said...

Of course you are going to beat this. Ther is no other option and those tumors have NO IDEA who they are dealing with! Your strength is inspiring. Tell the docs at Duke you want a room that faces the local fireworks show!

sara said...

Your strength inspires me beyond belief. I'm still praying for you countless times a day.
Keep on keepin' on!

Sara

Jan said...

We are so proud of you!! You're not having a pity party and the "why me" syndrome. You've got the attitude necessary to fight it!

Anonymous said...

Your strength is inspiring! I KNOW you will beat this. Please keep us updated. We'll be praying for you, girl. :)

a m y said...

I will be thinking of you and sending you extra-good thoughts and energy on the 3rd...and of course in the days leading up to your appointment.

Best wishes, blessings, love and peace to you, your family and your friends...

fp said...

You go girl! :)
Love to you and T XXX

mars said...

sending you all the prayers in the world- lots of wishes and faith-

darcy said...

You ARE going to beat this, Alison!!! Keep you head up, trust in HIM and know that you aren't alone in this.. 75 commenters last post.. we are all going to help carry the burden... okay? =) I'll be praying for you and your upcoming tests.

Anonymous said...

I just want you to know that I am a two-time cancer survivor myself and am holding you up in prayer today! Be encouraged and find out as much as possible about your disease to make informed decisions about your health (don't depend just on the doctors to know the best way to treat you - research on the internet, find others who have had cancer, do as much as you can to be informed!)
And know that God ultimately has the plan for your life already in place -just trust Him and He will bless you beyond measure!

Sharon said...

Praise for you being you Alison....hold tight!!! Love you

AscenderRisesAbove said...

I have heard that Duke is one of the best -- you will be well taken care of. Perhaps the achey hips are due to being put into uncomfortable positions and remaining still? I, too, feel you will be beating this.

Anonymous said...

I agree with Darcy....all of the commenters and family and friends are there to help carry the load so just drop it off and make it lighter on yourself. HE can carry the heaviest load of all!!

Praying for you and thanks so much for keeping up updated with the results of all the tests!!

valerie walsh said...

Dearest Alison, i give you all the hugs and love you can hold in your heart.

Anonymous said...

Alison,

I thought of you often this weekend and pass along all of my the strength and prayers. Friday was my first trip to your blog. Having had my life touched by cancer of loved ones, the lump in my throat and heart after reading your post was to large to leave a comment then.

You will beat this.

take care.

Anonymous said...

Hey Alison,

It's Tara Stevens, one of your older AGD sisters. Don't know if you remember me, but anyway I just wanted to tell you that I will be praying for you and hope that you feel better as the days go by. I imagine this is really tough but of what I remember about you, other than being a sweet girl you were tough as well. So I'm sure that you will beat this. This is just a challenge that you will succeed in.

Even though I'm in Miami, if there's anything I could be of help, please don't hesitate to contact me. My cellphone is 305-804-7267 and my e-mail is taram1078@yahoo.com

Take care!

Love epi,
Tara

Chantelle said...

You are surrounded by an amazing family and tons of people who are praying for you. You will beat this! You are in my prayers daily.

Kate Garchinsky said...

Hi Alison,

I'm a friend of Penny's, and I just heard your news. I will keep you in my prayers. It is good to see that you are surrounded by love. You can beat it!

Kate

Swirly said...

One of the best things you can do for yourself is to continue to RECEIVE and lean on everyone around you. Don't be at all shy about asking for what you need.

Anonymous said...

I'm praying for you.

Anonymous said...

Hey Alison,

It's Becky(Rynn) from your pledge class. I'm so sorry to hear the news. Know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Be strong and keep your chin up hun!

Love epi,

Becky

Unknown said...

Hi Alison,
This is Jan's sister Marlene. I just wanted to tell you I am praying for you and Tom. I was reading these verses of hope tonight in the Bible and want to share them with you, "I will bless the Lord who guides me; even at night my heart instructs me. I know the Lord is always with me. I will not be shaken for he is right beside me...My body rests in safety....You show me the way of life granting me the joy of your presence..." Psalm 16:7-9,11

Anonymous said...

Hey Alison,

This is Tonya (Shipman) I was a in AGD with you a couple years above you. I am so sorry to hear the news. I know you can beat it! Your are in my thoughts and prayers.

Love epi,
Tonya

FRIZZ said...

You will beat it! You attitude is inspiring. Use all your energy and focus to heal yourself. Visualize it, see it happening and it will.

Anonymous said...

Hi Alison - You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong! Love epi, Marybeth

Anonymous said...

Dear Alison, You were on my mind all weekend (after reading about you on Penelope's blog). My husband had cancer 26 years ago and we just celebrated our 40th wedding anniversay. I picture you surrounded by light and healing energy. Blessings.

Anonymous said...

Hi Alison - I will be keeping you and your family in my prayers.

Love epi, Katie (Weller)

Anonymous said...

Alison,
It's Becky (McKee) from your pledge class. I heard the news about your diagnosis from Polly and she linked me to your blog. You are such a strong person with an exceptional attitude. It's good to hear that you have a close support system. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love epi,
Becky

Anonymous said...

Hey Alison,

It's Lisa Rynn, Becky's older sister. I just wanted to let you know that you and your family are in our prayers. You will definitely beat this. Fight hard and stay positive. We're all behind you.

Love e pi,
Lisa

Anonymous said...

Hey Alison,
You are in all of my thoughts and prayers. With your tremendous attitude, you are exactly the person that can overcome this.

Love, Polly

Anonymous said...

Hi Alison -

My husband, John, is your step MIL's big brother. Isn't she a sweetie?

Jan gave me a link to your blog, and I've read a lot of it today, including your link to Tom's blog and also the story of how you guys fell in love. Everything you write is beautiful and inspiring! Now I feel like I know the (young) woman I've been praying for over the last week or so. (Tell Tom I'm praying for him too!)

God bless and comfort you, and I'm praying that He'll help the doctors remember everything they ever learned in Med School and in on-the-job training! Ruth Russell

Anonymous said...

Your challenge right now is so close to my heart, as I watched my son Drew, Sarah's brother, battle Hodgkin's disease 10 years ago. You are supported all over by prayer and that will be your most powerful ally as you take steps to heal. There is no greater force on the planet and Dr Larry Dossey's book on that proves it. Take each day as the gift it is, embrace the love of your family and friends and know that all is well, all is well.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers daily,
Pam
PS I have asked the Franciscan priests in New York, one of whom married Sarah and Robby, to pray for you as a community. I have just returned from Assisi where St Francis is buried in a church with touching paintings by Giotto. His simple faith moved mountains and popes; their prayers will reach out to you.

Lisa Nelson said...

Alison,

I know you will overcome this hardship with the same grace and beauty as you apply to all things. After reading your blog, and your husbands I can see how surrounded by love you are - that can overcome anything! You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday, and I believe you are right...you are going to beat this!

Love e pi,
Lisa Taylor (AGD)

Jill H said...

still praying for ya :)
praying for your health & your peace of mind.

Dina said...

Alison, Darcy informed me of what is going on. Please know that you have been in my prayers and will continue to be. God will take care of you and help you get throught this. Keep being strong and know that there are many more people praying too.

In HIM, Dina (Coverstone)

Anonymous said...

When a very dear friend, of a very dear friend is in need of love, support and prayers- you can believe it will happen! Chris told me about your cancer and in reading your blogs, and Tom's blogs- I see you already have an amazing amount of faith between the two of you- I will keep you in my prayers sweet girl- stay strong...God Bless & Godspeed!

tiffini elektra x said...

Allison - you are in my thoughts. Sending so much love, peace and strength your way!